I was pushing 270. Doctor visit, doctor warning signs, the push I needed.
As of this morning I’m 235. In that time I”ve gone from a size 42 to a size 36. My body is changing a lot right now. I don’t see disgust in the mirror. I see muscles. I see abs forming. Legs, arms all becoming more defined.
I’m happy but also disappointed. The disappointment drives me to keep at it. To keep going. To not give up. I hope I’m under 200 by the end of the year.